[It's different somehow when it's him. He was fine with the idea of letting her touch him, of doing something like that for her in return, but just having her watch... it feels so awkward to him. Even just talking about this is keeping that red flush to his cheeks, even as he shifts uncomfortably to undo the button of his jeans. He's still so hard it hurts, and even that small release in pressure is enough to make him sigh.]
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[It's different somehow when it's him. He was fine with the idea of letting her touch him, of doing something like that for her in return, but just having her watch... it feels so awkward to him. Even just talking about this is keeping that red flush to his cheeks, even as he shifts uncomfortably to undo the button of his jeans. He's still so hard it hurts, and even that small release in pressure is enough to make him sigh.]
I don't know what you're expecting, really...