[ There's a part of her that wants to laugh at him. He's telling her to shut up, but makes no actions to actually follow through on them, which is rather silly, in all retrospect. But then he stops her from grinding again, even though she really wants to, and that just causes her to hitch a breath in anticipation before he goes ahead to be a Responsible Adult.

It sours the mood a little, but she doesn't mind it too much. She can't stop the throbbing from below, and she needs something to ease her into it, to make the desperate desire that's aching in her very core finally get filled. ]

If it's you, Hajime, then... it's okay. I'm absolutely sure. There's nobody else I'd want to do this with. I said it, didn't I? [ And with a shaky, embarrassed breath, ] T-That I love you. So that's why... I want this.