[Mercifully, Ruka does step back to give her some actual space and pay attention to what's going on. Especially once she picks up on that irregular tapping she's doing. ...Is it some kind of code? Is she trying to distract herself from something awful?

...did it have to do with the notebook? It seemed plausible.

That doesn't distract her nearly enough from shoving something through her verbal filter.]

Sooooooo... Are you some kinda Fours Holograph?