[He should get up and walk out. Leave Hinata utterly confused. They could go back to arguing and spitting insults because that's easier. Even facing away from him like this just means when he's rejected he won't see the initial reaction even if he's stuck with this for the rest of his life.

He reaches out and rips out his own hair in stress and dimly aware his therapist is going to be angry with him. But the stress feels a little easier to handle with pain. Yet this time all it does is really make it all worse as he all but shouts.] Because one sided love is terrible and a damn sight worse when you know who they wanted tied to instead of you!

[The self loathing in his words is cutting like a blade, only it's aimed at himself and clearly so.] Especially when you didn't know how you felt until a few months ago because all they used to do is confuse you! Are you pleased now?!

I'm stupidly in love with you and I think I have been for a long time! I imagine reasonable conversations between us and even in dreams they end in us fighting all the time! [He would have laughed before but the Nagito cleared of diseases just lapses into pained and sullen silence. Here it comes. That rejection he expected.]