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yamaboshi2017-11-19 09:07 pm
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[ She knew what this was the moment that it started.
And more importantly, she had to get rid of it as soon as possible. After all, if her brother- if nii-san found out, he'd punish her. This is horrible. Because if she spoke her feelings on the matter and admitted her feelings to him... their relationship would change drastically. They would no longer be able to maintain the constant kouhai and senpai type of relationship that they held in the past.
But even then, would he accept her?
Honestly, that's the one thing that Sakura was uncertain about, and it made her a little uneasy.
It's early in the morning, around the time when she's about to start making breakfast with him. Although Sakura made the attempt most of the time to cook breakfast before her senpai woke up, there was the occasion when they were both awake at the same time. She didn't mind these simple days.
As she chops some of the carrots with a steady hand and finishes, she takes a glance towards him, and starts: ]
Ah, senpai... do you need some help with th- [ But her words are left unfinished as flowers spill out of her mouth and onto her palms, gardenias and primroses. Her feelings are laid bare for him to see: of a secret love, of desperation. And it causes Sakura's eyes to widen as she quickly curls her fingers inwards, crumpling the petals tightly. Almost enough for her nails to dig through her skin as her gaze drops, her hands trembling. ] Don't look!
And more importantly, she had to get rid of it as soon as possible. After all, if her brother- if nii-san found out, he'd punish her. This is horrible. Because if she spoke her feelings on the matter and admitted her feelings to him... their relationship would change drastically. They would no longer be able to maintain the constant kouhai and senpai type of relationship that they held in the past.
But even then, would he accept her?
Honestly, that's the one thing that Sakura was uncertain about, and it made her a little uneasy.
It's early in the morning, around the time when she's about to start making breakfast with him. Although Sakura made the attempt most of the time to cook breakfast before her senpai woke up, there was the occasion when they were both awake at the same time. She didn't mind these simple days.
As she chops some of the carrots with a steady hand and finishes, she takes a glance towards him, and starts: ]
Ah, senpai... do you need some help with th- [ But her words are left unfinished as flowers spill out of her mouth and onto her palms, gardenias and primroses. Her feelings are laid bare for him to see: of a secret love, of desperation. And it causes Sakura's eyes to widen as she quickly curls her fingers inwards, crumpling the petals tightly. Almost enough for her nails to dig through her skin as her gaze drops, her hands trembling. ] Don't look!