[... It. Isn't that the idea of this sort of intimacy repulsed Kanade. She'd never, ever admit it, but... she's had dreams before. Dreams that left her sweaty and shaky upon waking up, but she'd always pushed those feelings down. Locked them away. They weren't important. Even as she and Mafuyu navigated this new facet of their relationship, she wanted to keep things... slow. Gentle. To avoid stepping on any unseen cracks that might spider out and fracture this precious thing they have between them.

... She didn't want things to be weird, if Mafuyu knew she'd felt that kind of desire for her. Even just voicing that in her thoughts makes her blush a darker shade of red.]

It's not that... [Breathe. Don't make it weird...] Something like that... it shouldn't be forced, should it? If... if our relationship went there naturally that's... okay... right? But this...

[God. She doesn't even know what she's saying now. This is embarrassing. She's really making it weird, isn't she? Ah, when they find a way out of here she'll have to abandon sleeping in her bed so mafuyu doesn't think it's weird-]