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( open roleplay post )
PLAY WITH ME!
This is a post where you may request any sort of thread with me, play out any meme with me, whatever you want. Of course, I might take a while to respond to musebox threads, but please do not let this deter you. If you really wish for a reply, just send me a message either via PM, plurk, or AIM and I'll get back to as soon as possible. And feel free to message me for any plotting purposes. I'm always up for threads, so please don't hesitate to ask for more than one!
It's open to all things: I will play crossovers, cross-canon, alternate universes, smut, you name it, you got it.
how to utilize this post.
- ① Pick one of your characters. It doesn't matter if I'm canon familiar with them or not, I don't mind. Feel free to PM me a short description of what the character is like, same if you're willing to play with any of my obscure characters. Also, I'm okay with any roleplayer, whether English is their first language or not, or even if they think they're not that great! If you're seeing this post, you're probably my friend, so I won't judge your roleplaying style at all. ♥
② Choose one of my characters to play with. Note that if you want to ask for my inactive characters, please send me a message first so I can give you the okay - my voice with some of those muses isn't all that great, after all. You're also free to randomize a character as well.
③ Reply with an empty comment, put up your own prompt or scenario, or feel free to randomize from this list. As for smut, don't hesitate to ask for my kink list. I'm pretty open to most scenarios in general, so it doesn't hurt to ask!
④ ???
⑤ Profit!
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While Shirou didn't understand the meaning behind those words, if he mentioned Sakura, there must be some underlying reason behind it. He'll have to talk to her later. ]
If I'm not certain, then I'll just have to simply change that certainty with my own power.
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[well, not for him]
What about the enemy you need to defeat in order to protect others? Are they not worth saving just because they are your enemy, or is your idea of 'saving everyone' simply conditional?
At least Kiritsugu could acknowledge that he was killing the few to save the many. What you're doing is simply blinding yourself to anything but a childish black and white idea.
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[ It's just that he denies it with all of his might. Emiya Shirou has to-- no, he will become a superhero. It's his only option, the only reason for him to live. Biting his lower lip indifferently, his cold, yet determined expression meeting Kotomine's. He doesn't like the priest, but yet... he can't help but feel a bit sorry for him.
But he decides not to talk much on that. There's no need to talk about it. ]
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I don't know what I should save. [ He admits that openly, in that same even tone. ] Even if I don't know what I should save, even if I don't know who my enemy is... If they're the kind of person that would make others cry, then it's only right from Emiya Shirou to defeat them.
[ Because that's what it means for him to be a superhero. To reach his ideal. To fill the empty hole that is his existence.
He doesn't want to see other people cry in his world. That's all. If it's a selfish desire to have, then so be it. But he won't back down. Because this wish of his, borrowed as it was wasn't wrong. Even if it was fake, it wasn't wrong. ]
It doesn't change anything.
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[Kirei shook his head, speaking steadily; as though he was just listing out mere facts.]
Even if one is 'evil', does that make them unworthy of a savior? Does it mean they should be cast aside and hated for being what they are? What right do you have to judge whether one is truly worth saving or not, Emiya Shirou? You take on the responsibility of God in doing so, rather than any hero of justice.
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Maybe that's true. You can't save everyone. That's what people have always tried to tell me. To save someone means being unable to save someone else. I've already seen that hell. [ That's hell you're walking into, he reminds himself. He's seen it.
He's seen that hell. The hell he was born into. The hell that his feet might lead him into one day. He's seen it. He's seen it, and knows all too well that he might lead himself there one day. ]
I don't know the answer to that question, Kotomine. [ His answer is blunt as he looks directly at him. It's as if he's saying that sort of thing doesn't concern him at all. ] If you're saying that I'm wrong for judging people's morals on my path to becoming a hero of justice, then it should be the same for all of mankind. People are naturally going to judge other people.
I don't care about judging people, though. That's not what's important to me. [ Clenching his hands into tight balled fists, frustrated, angry- but not at Kotomine- he steels himself again. ] If people are sad, then I'm going to help them so they won't be. That's all. As a hero of justice, I'm going to make sure everyone is happy.
[ Even if it means living out his life as a machine. ]
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[Kirei stressed the last three words out of irritation rather than outright anger, frowning.]
What if the one suffering the most is your enemy themselves? Do they still deserve to be defeated just because you don't like them?
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[ Even to himself. He knows it all too well. ]
... If they cause other people to suffer, then they'll have to be defeated somehow. [ #emiyashirouproblems ]
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Even if they might need saving as much as their victims do?
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[ He pauses, unable to say anything. Or rather, he couldn't say anything. If he answers that, would he be a hypocrite? No, he already knew that he was a hypocrite from the beginning. Swallowing hard, he manages: ]
Even so. They have to pay for what they've done somehow.
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At least, not this Shirou. Even though he always gets a bad feeling around him. ]
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[oh my god you don't even know]
[This had taken a sharp turn into hilarious.]
You really have no idea at all, do you?
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[Beat.]
Of course, I've done far more than just that, but we don't have all day for me to detail it.
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