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[ To Hazama Rei, it felt as if it all happened in a blink of an eye, and it caused her to be slightly dizzy. Bringing her hand to her head, slender fingers ran through her plum colored hair as she took a quick glance around. Ah, it was an island, wasn't it..? She hadn't been told much about Hajime's world, but being stuck on an island only meant one thing.
Was this the place where he was stuck in, before he went home? She recalled being told about being stuck on an island, after all, on the first evening after they met. After the trial.
When she was still— No. Shaking it off, the small, petite girl decided that it would be for the best for her to not think about that right now. She did promise that she'd tell him anything he wanted to know - anything he needed to know - if he just simply asked. Lying was something that she hated, even now. Well, at least she wasn't on wheels this time around. There was no need for her to be to begin with; she hadn't needed one for a while now.
But, uh. This is new. She's not sure where to start, honestly. For now, she'll just wander aimlessly, calling out the familiar name. Rei hasn't forgotten it. She refused to, if only to keep the 'self' she was now. ]
Hajime..? [ He is here, right? There wasn't any mistakes when she was sent to this world, right? ]
Was this the place where he was stuck in, before he went home? She recalled being told about being stuck on an island, after all, on the first evening after they met. After the trial.
When she was still— No. Shaking it off, the small, petite girl decided that it would be for the best for her to not think about that right now. She did promise that she'd tell him anything he wanted to know - anything he needed to know - if he just simply asked. Lying was something that she hated, even now. Well, at least she wasn't on wheels this time around. There was no need for her to be to begin with; she hadn't needed one for a while now.
But, uh. This is new. She's not sure where to start, honestly. For now, she'll just wander aimlessly, calling out the familiar name. Rei hasn't forgotten it. She refused to, if only to keep the 'self' she was now. ]
Hajime..? [ He is here, right? There wasn't any mistakes when she was sent to this world, right? ]
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It's difficult for Rei to speak at first, taking heavy breaths in and out as she tries to catch herself. ]
Y-yeah... It feels good for you too, right, Hajime? [ Her voice remains soft as she returns the smile with one of her own. ]
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[And he pauses a moment, because really, now probably isn't the time for anything sappy, not when all he really wants to do is something, anything to make her say his name again, like earlier, but presses on to add,] You're amazing, Rei.
[There's a definite red flush coloring his cheeks as he leans to kiss her again, a little more slowly but no less hungrily than before, trying to slip his tongue into her mouth again as a hand ghosts down her side, tracing the curve inward of her waist.]
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And then he kisses her again. They've kissed so many times that she's lost count, but every single kiss is not unlike the last, and each time makes her flush even deeper, get her even more excited. She wants to taste him, to feel his warm tongue on her own, allowing herself to fall into the depths of arousal as she grinds her hips in desperation and need for more, groaning as her lips part, breathing heavily into the kiss before peeling herself away from the kiss with a sigh, only leaving behind a trail of saliva that connects the two of them. ]
Hajime. . . [ Her voice seems to border on desperation, if it isn't already as she cries out his name. See? It's so easy to get her to say his name with such a heated tone, especially when she's so sensitive to all of this physical contact. ] I'm so happy. I...
[ Why is she hesitating now? Is it because the words she wants to say is embarrassing? Or is it something else together? Look, if he's going to be sappy, she might as well return the favor. It's only fair, right? ]
I love you, Hajime...
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But then she grinds her hips against his, and he lets out a very manly whimper of need into the kiss, his own hips bucking against hers almost without his will. His blush only blooms darker across his cheeks when she pulls back from the kiss, eyes half-lidded with heated desire.]
Y-yeah, [he manages through a shuddering breath, supporting himself over her with his arms and nuzzling her cheek with his lips.] I-I love you too, Rei. So much...
[So much it's scary, how much he wants her right now. It goes beyond sex to an even simpler desire to just be with her... though his body definitely has some other ideas.]
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[ She's only teasing him as she smiles up at him, not even bothering to stifle the soft sound of laughter that falls from her lips, looking at him directly in the eyes. Even though she's brimming with false confidence as she speaks, she feels her cheeks heat up, obviously darkening when he openly admits his feelings.
The hammering in her chest doesn't want to stop. No, Rei doesn't want this feeling to stop as desire wells up to the point where all she wants is him- is Hinata Hajime by her side. Really, that's all she wants right now! As long as he doesn't abandon her and leave her alone again, it's all that she could ever ask for. She never needed anything else.
His words are nearly enough to bring her over the edge. If she could climax by just the intensity of his words that echo through her mind, sending waves of pleasure to course throughout her body, thighs rubbing together with unease and desperate anticipation.
Sighing heavily, her gaze heated as she shifts a bit from where she lies on the bed, letting out a ragged sigh. ]
But I think it's cute. [ She sticks out her tongue playfully as she presses her forehead against his own, wanting to feel him close before kissing him on the lips again, this time making it quick before bringing her hand from the sheets to go and thread her fingers through his hair rather playfully. It's a strangely comforting act, something that seems to please her. ] I'm glad, though, to hear you say that. Really. I'm getting excited again, Hajime. I want to feel more of you...
[ With a breath, she again grinds her hips out of desperation, letting out a soft noise of pleasure. She wants to feel him more against her, pressing her body against his own, wanting to feel his warm skin. Her carnal desires seem to be rising in her chest, aching, telling her that this simply isn't enough for her. That she can barely take much longer, yearning to have her needs be met.
Even if all she wants is for him to stay with her, there's this growing craving that doesn't seem to fade as her toes curl into the sheets, legs shakily pushing themselves apart as a shudder runs down her spine, out of a gnawing need for more. It becomes clear that she wants to have that feeling that he gave to her, that he's still giving to her with each passing second as she spreads her legs even further for him, sighing heavily with desire that seems to be written all over her features.
It's a want that has slowly devolved into a need, as if her body can't possibly live without the touch of his fingers on her tingling skin, the hot breaths that pass through his lips. At this point, everything about him is like an aphrodisiac that seems to pass through her, and she's not sure that she wants to stop. ]
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[Again, there's no heat to the retort as he avoids her gaze, flush darkening as he stutters again. Maybe someday he'll manage to look cool in front of her, but right now...? There's too much going on, too much to feel for him to focus on that. Embarrassing...
He looks back to her when she sticks her tongue out and touches her forehead to hers, unable to keep from matching her smile. He's never had anyone he could really say "I love you," to, and even with how she likes to embarrass him... he still means it. His eyes half-close at the touch to his hair, even following her hand a bit as if to unconsciously encourage her to keep her hand there.
But then the sweet moment is over for him when she grinds her hips up against him, earning another needy cry from his lips as he bucks again, feeling the friction of her body against his boxers and his rapidly-hardening dick as his breath comes in a harsh gasp. It's so tempting, it would be so easy to just lose himself like this, slip himself free from his boxers and give her what she wants, but--]
H-hang on, Rei... [he rests a hand on her hip to make sure she doesn't grind against him again, cheeks flushing yet again.] I-if you really want to, I... I need to get something. Don't move, okay?
[He presses a quick, hurried kiss to her forehead before slipping off the bed, disappearing into the bathroom. There's the sound of him rummaging none-too-delicately through a cabinet before returning with a small cardboard box, fumbling a little with the top. It's obviously a box of condoms, because Hinata is far too responsible for this life.]
Something like this... is what you want, right? You're sure?
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It sours the mood a little, but she doesn't mind it too much. She can't stop the throbbing from below, and she needs something to ease her into it, to make the desperate desire that's aching in her very core finally get filled. ]
If it's you, Hajime, then... it's okay. I'm absolutely sure. There's nobody else I'd want to do this with. I said it, didn't I? [ And with a shaky, embarrassed breath, ] T-That I love you. So that's why... I want this.
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He does manage it while she's talking, pulling one out and just dropping the box to the floor. He can pick it and their clothes up later. For now, he's going to finally slip his boxers off and tear open the condom's wrapping. How to do this again...? He'd seen it once in a health class that he'd only kind of paid attention to, which in hindsight was a terrible idea.]
I love you, too... so if you want to stop, just say so, okay?
[--And there he goes again, making sure she's totally comfortable with this, even as he sits beside her and starts rolling the condom on. Once he's certain it's not going to slip off, he's crawling on top of her again, resting one hand beside her head and trying for a deep kiss. His other slides down her belly and between her legs, feeling for that spot he'd paid so much attention to earlier and moving forward slowly. He has to break the kiss with a groan as he feels her wet heat against his dick, moving his hand away to clutch the sheets beside her. It's taking everything he has not to just thrust hard into her as he starts to enter, but... he'll hurt her if he does that, right? So it's best if he just lets her take the lead on this, panting a little with the effort of holding back.]
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[ She can easily tell by his shaky breaths as she brings her hand to cup his cheek in a gesture that tries to be reassuring. The fact that he worries about her is enough to trust him. That's the most important thing, after all.
But if he's the one holding back, then she'll have to compensate for that, immediately forcing herself to raise her hips with one motion and take all of him I'm. She knows it's going to hurt, and she's not prepared for that, but she isn't going to give up here; instead, Rei quickly presses her lips hard against his own hungrily, darting her tongue into his mouth to invite him, to show him just how far she would go to be together with him. To finally be one with him, connected in such a way. ]
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His wordless outcry of surprise and pleasure is cut short by her kiss when she takes him in, and it feels like every nerve ending is standing on end, searing with hot need. It's a sloppy kiss, both hands coming up to trace along her cheeks and thread into her hair to keep her there where he can kiss her, letting her tongue slip into his mouth. He can't move immediately, afraid that he might cum just from the sheer sensation of being inside her; later, maybe he can pretend that was entirely for her sake as he continues the kiss, trying to force her tongue back into her mouth until he feels like he can move.
It's slow at first, a gentle rocking of his hips against her to try to get accustomed to it, and the kiss itself softens until he breaks it entirely, panting with the sheer overwhelming heat sparking through his body.]
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But then again, it was always so easy for her to read people most of the time, and with Hajime? It was even easier to tell what he was thinking with the obvious reactions. He really doesn't have to say anything to her to get her to understand his intentions in the slightest -- wordless actions were always better for her, after all. That way, she can tell better if he's lying or not. And she knew that he wasn't.
Why would he, if he loves her so much? If he's kissing her so passionately, feeling his warm lips against her own and then letting out a gasp into his mouth before he starts to move, slowly at first. While there's a slight bit of pain that she's managed to mask away, it soon tempts to spill from her lips, cries that seem to be mixed with both pain and pleasure, feeling her inner walls squeeze against him with a grunt, toes curling in as her body shivered.
She really does want this -- it's a sensation she's never felt before in her life, and it's one that seems to elicit soft sounds from her lips, cries that are louder than she expects, needier. ]
Hajime... don't hold back for me, okay?
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[It's all he can really manage as he nods, glancing up to meet her eyes and give her another quick smile before leaning down to press an open-mouthed kiss to the point where her collarbone meets her throat. He's trying to use that feeling of her warm skin against his lips to ground himself as his hands grip her hips so he can pull almost entirely out before thrusting back in again, harder and quicker than before.
His breath comes in harsh pants against her skin as he keeps moving his hips, easily feeling the hot wetness through the thin condom and close around his dick, the hands on her hips trying to encourage her to move against him more quickly, to meet his thrusts. He can't speak just yet, too overwhelmed by the new sensations, better than anything he'd ever imagined in the darkness of his own room.]
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The feeling is one that forces her to catch her breath, taking a sharp inhale through her nose as she instinctively finds herself wrapping her legs around his waist in what seems to be a means on not wanting him to escape her. In a way, it's a bit greedy, but she could care less.
It's too warm, too comfortable, and all of it in its entirety is nearly enough to drive her up the wall. It's too much and at the same time, it's not enough for her. The hands she feels that encourage her, they're nice. Kind hands that have helped her out the last few days. Something that reminds her of that trial; when he carried her down the stairs, just because she was still pretending to be a cute little injured girl, when she definitely wasn't.
Although she has to admit that she was embarrassed for real when he was carrying her, something that she's not likely to admit now or anytime soon.
He doesn't need to know that she was really flustered that time and not just faking it. Though if he were to guess, he would probably be right. (Most likely, anyway.) ]
Ngh... [ A groan passes the smaller girl's delicate lips as she's unable to contain her voice, panting with each movement. He's going all out now. Even though she was the one who told him that it's fine, that there's nothing to worry about, but the intensity wasn't something that she had accounted for in the slightest.
Nor is this heat that seems to course through her body. She can even feel her heart tempting to leap out of her chest, too; as if telling her that this isn't just something that she just simply wants anymore.
It's more basic than that. It's a need, a desperate desire of not wanting to part from him. So she decides to answer in kind, one hand gripping tightly beneath her, fingers curling into a balled fist to grab tightly onto the fabric of the bed before swiveling her hips upward to match his rhythm, her voice coming out in ragged, heated breaths before she finally manages: ]
It feels reeeeally good, Hajime. ♥ [ Her words are a lot more drawn out than it needs to be, but that's fine; it's Rei's full intention to get him more worked up as she brings her free hand to run her fingers where his hair is, caressing him there as she lets out a sigh, continuing. Though her voice is definitely not only going up a few pitches, it's sounding a lot more like her innocent self, the one she pretended to be for this entire time, regardless of the words that seem to come out.
And if he looks up at her eyes, he may note that there's something enamored about them, and it's clear that the blush on her cheeks has spread to her ears and neck now, too. ] I'm squeezing so hard on your dick, Hajime. Can you feel it? Does it feel good? It's so warm and hard and throbbing... I-I think you're going to make me cum again. ♥
You want to finish together?
[ She is pulling all the stops here, even as her breaths become heavy and more labored, her movements slowing down. What she said is the truth, though. The sensations are getting to her to the point where she's getting really close.
But she's not going to let him go. Not that it's likely that he'd want to. ]