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[ To Hazama Rei, it felt as if it all happened in a blink of an eye, and it caused her to be slightly dizzy. Bringing her hand to her head, slender fingers ran through her plum colored hair as she took a quick glance around. Ah, it was an island, wasn't it..? She hadn't been told much about Hajime's world, but being stuck on an island only meant one thing.
Was this the place where he was stuck in, before he went home? She recalled being told about being stuck on an island, after all, on the first evening after they met. After the trial.
When she was still— No. Shaking it off, the small, petite girl decided that it would be for the best for her to not think about that right now. She did promise that she'd tell him anything he wanted to know - anything he needed to know - if he just simply asked. Lying was something that she hated, even now. Well, at least she wasn't on wheels this time around. There was no need for her to be to begin with; she hadn't needed one for a while now.
But, uh. This is new. She's not sure where to start, honestly. For now, she'll just wander aimlessly, calling out the familiar name. Rei hasn't forgotten it. She refused to, if only to keep the 'self' she was now. ]
Hajime..? [ He is here, right? There wasn't any mistakes when she was sent to this world, right? ]
Was this the place where he was stuck in, before he went home? She recalled being told about being stuck on an island, after all, on the first evening after they met. After the trial.
When she was still— No. Shaking it off, the small, petite girl decided that it would be for the best for her to not think about that right now. She did promise that she'd tell him anything he wanted to know - anything he needed to know - if he just simply asked. Lying was something that she hated, even now. Well, at least she wasn't on wheels this time around. There was no need for her to be to begin with; she hadn't needed one for a while now.
But, uh. This is new. She's not sure where to start, honestly. For now, she'll just wander aimlessly, calling out the familiar name. Rei hasn't forgotten it. She refused to, if only to keep the 'self' she was now. ]
Hajime..? [ He is here, right? There wasn't any mistakes when she was sent to this world, right? ]
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[Rhetorical or not, she's getting an answer anyway as he traces the curve of her hip with his fingertips, flushing a little at her question. There's a lot of things he can think to do right now, especially considering that she owes him a request... and the idea that she's giving him the control over the situation is kind of nice.
His fingers continue their gentle trail from her hip down along the outside of her thigh as he glances back up to her and tries not to look sheepish.]
I've never done this with anyone before, either, [he has to admit, just in case he messes something up, hopefully she won't be too disappointed. He assumes he hasn't, anyway; maybe he has and can't remember?? it is a mystery.png] But... what do you want, Rei...? I can... try to make you cum.
[Even though they're alone, his voice gets quieter with embarrassment at saying something like that aloud, looking toward her legs rather than risk meeting her eyes.]
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While people have told her that she's cute-- that she's adorable-- hell, she's even been hit on before, this is the first time that someone has seen her for who she really is and still said that. And even meant it. And then he asks her for what she wants, and that makes her pause.
This really is strange to her, she has to admit. Although she's so used to getting what she wants on a daily basis, it's different when they're being earnest about it. She was right when she met him. He really has a big heart, and it shows in both his actions and his words. As Rei presses her palms on the bed underneath her, she leans in close to answer his words, not saying anything at first, but pressing her lips against his again in a quick, chaste kiss before resting her forehead on Hajime's own, closing her eyes as she speaks up in a rather relaxed tone. ]
I'd like that. You'd be the first one to make me do such a thing, Hajime, [ and that's when she whispers near his ear with a smile, ] so you'd be a lucky man.
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He glances sideways at her when she whispers in his ear, and just nods, sneaking a quick kiss to her lips since she's right there.] I'll... if I do something that doesn't feel good, you have to let me know, okay...?
[That's his biggest concern, that he'll be absolutely terrible at this and have no idea about it-! Hopefully his nervousness doesn't show on his face as his hand trails to her knee and loops around, fingers pushing gently against her inner thigh to try to prompt her to spread her legs apart.]
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It's strange, his words are like music to her ears and they just cause heat to rise in her body, feeling herself growing damp between her legs. But then his fingers touch her skin, and she shivers when he goes near that area, blushing hard. She doesn't think that she'll be able to stop herself from blushing in front of him as she gives into the silent request, spreading her legs for him, revealing every last inch of her even as she places her hands on her rosy cheeks to hide her embarrassment. ]
Hajime, I can't wait... [ Her voice is heated with desperation and need as her eyes gaze straight into his own, lower lip quivering slightly as she takes ragged breaths out. ]
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[Yeah, her looking right at him as she says that, in that kind of tone, really isn't helping his blush fade. Abruptly, he shifts his weight, taking advantage of the spread of her legs to kneel between them, running both hands up her inner thighs. He can't hold her gaze for long, instead glancing back down, watching his hands, tempted to immediately touch her like it's clear she wants.
--Or, he could continue their streak of embarrassing each other, fingers curving in as if he might touch her before skipping up, tracing her hips and grinning a little at her. After what she'd had him do... a little teasing would be fine, right?]
Can't wait for what, Rei...?
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She does shiver under his touch, eyes darting downwards to watch him carefully, watching his every movement. Just when she thinks he's going to touch her there, he immediately moves his hand away from it. Ah, she sees what he's doing here. And she's not liking it at all, bringing her hands from her cheeks to the mattress, balling her hands around the fabric before sighing. ]
I want you to touch me, Hajime... Don't mess with me like this... [ Rei is seriously begging at this point. She doesn't want him to tease her anymore. All she wants is for him to touch her, for him to make her cum like he promised he would. And it's even more evident that's what she wants as she shifts her body closer to him. ]
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He has to remind himself to breathe once he feels how wet she is, his breath catching nervously in his throat as his fingers cautiously explore every inch, rubbing gently with his thumb to try to find where the best spots are to stimulate her. He's a normal teenage boy, he's watched porn once or twice, but actually doing it? It's a lot different from a video.]
Like this...?
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Nobody's ever touched her there, not even herself, so when his fingers do reach her dampness, there's a soft squeak that manages to slip her lips as he decides to explore her body trying to find where she's sensitive. Strangely enough, she's sensitive nearly everywhere, if only because this is her first time. Being touched in such a place seems to arouse her even further though as she hitches a breath, fingers tightening ever further around the fabric as her toes curl inwards. ]
Yeah, right there... [ It's fine if he's a bit clumsy with his movements, just the gentle touch alone causes her body to jump slightly, hips moving with desire as if wanting to suck his fingers in. In this situation? Hinata probably has the upper hand if he's at least watched porn once. Rei literally knows nothing outside of what she's read in sexual education, honest. ]
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Got it.
[??? Confirmation is so necessary there, thanks. But he strokes carefully with his fingers there, leaning up and in closer to press a kiss to the side of her breast. He's not looking at her face now, instead relying on her body to react to what feels best. As he brushes his lips over her skin, he moves one hand to hold her hips down, the other carefully inserting a finger and curling it, testing how she likes it. This is starting to send hot spikes of arousal through him again, and even if he's not quite back from his own orgasm, it doesn't seem like he'll need to wait that long.]
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Each stroke he does elicits a high pitched cry from Rei rather easily, obviously excited about being touched as she rolls her head back, scrunches up more of the fabric beneath her but also slowly growing weak in the arms as yet another sigh seems to spill from her cherry colored lips. She can't help the sounds that seem to escape her, but she also knows that he seems to enjoy them, too, and just that thought alone causes her to shudder in sheer anticipation.
Thoughts are barely there when he kisses the side of her breast, tears lining the sides of her eyes as her sight nearly blurs, unable to focus properly. ]
Hah... [ Her hands slowly slide from where they are from the bed to his waist, blinking away those tears that barely started as she nearly feels her whole world slipping away. All there is now in her head is just him and her alone, in this room - in his room. She allows her hands to roam his waist, the small of his back, and then up towards his shoulders again, fingers digging into his skin.
It's too easy to tell how much she's enjoying all of this attention. Having the finger inside of her is enough to get her excited and needy; she's being too spoiled, and she knows it. But that's fine, if he wants to make her happy, she'll let him keep going. It's too good to make him stop, nor would she want to. It would only leave her dissatisfied, after all. She's so close to reaching the edge though, feeling her body getting close to that climax, but not quite there yet. Her heart's pounding too loudly and she can feel her body get dizzy at all of this. . . because to her, all of it is almost too much for her to handle. ]
H-Hajime...
[ She manages to choke out, sounding rather out of breath his name seems to come out with a little more difficulty, but with clearly more need and emotion in her voice. It's clear that she's getting close; he's doing well for his first time, honestly, but then again, Rei being sensitive to his touch and just outright enjoying being touched seems to work wonders for her, blushing as red as a beat as she continues to watch his movements with a gaze filled with wanton desire. ]
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But he wants to see her, wants to feel her around his fingers as he rubs with his thumb in quicker circles, trying to bring her over the edge.
Hinata hums quietly at the sound of his name, giving her a crooked grin. It's kind of incredible, how much power he really seems to have over her for something like this... it's something he could easily get used to, if she would let him. Impulsively, he leans down and presses a quick kiss near her jaw, murmuring a quiet, insistent,] Come on...
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It's not as if she despises the heat that seems to rise in her chest with each passing moment, her gaze growing even more hazy as she looks at him. She's really looking at him now with obvious intention, desire, and an immense amount of greed that seems to make her stomach twist in anticipation. The sound of him humming, no matter how quiet it is, seems to ring slightly in her ears. Does he honestly like hearing her cry out his name that much?
Because if that's the case, then he'll hear it as many times he wants and he won't even have to beg her for it. She'll do it without any hesitation, if it means that this sensation that seems to be welling up inside her chest doesn't fade and disappear. The low sound of his voice that only she's allowed to hear just makes her jolt slightly, toes curling inwards towards the fabric of the bed, leaning against his touch, letting out a ragged sigh near the skin of his shoulder before pressing her lips against his neck not to kiss him, but to muffle the sounds of her voice and attempt to hide the heated expression on her face, her cheeks flushing as she lets out a hushed sound of pleasure as her body jolts as a sharp heat causes her vision to fade to white. It's a new experience to her as her fingers trembles slightly, her grip tightening as she doesn't wish to let go of him, finishing with a breath, cheeks flaring a hot red scarlet. ]
H-Hajime... [ She peels herself away from him slightly, looking at him with glassy eyes and an out of breath voice filled to the brim with the desperation that still lingered from the tip of her tongue, a sense of lingering need coursing through her entire body. ] It feels good.
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When she jolts against him, he can't help but start a little himself, not fully expecting it even though he knew full well what he was trying to do. His fingers still against her as he lets out a quiet groan of his own, pressing his nose into her hair. Making her do this, feeling her heat against his fingers, is more than he could have ever hoped for, and when she speaks, it takes him a second to register it.]
Y-yeah? [And then he curses himself for stammering, way to be cool, Hajime, and leans in to cut off anything else she might have to say for the moment with a soft kiss. He draws his fingers away from her only slowly, resting his hand on the bed to press more fully into the kiss, wanting to share that heat with her.]
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[ Being close to him is so comforting; each and every touch that he gives to her seems to easily get a rise out of her. It's true, however, that she likes him for who he is and not for any other reason. But the same goes for her, doesn't it? There are times when she doubts herself; feels as if she's not worth it. But he's already decided, hasn't he? To stay with her.
And that much in itself makes her happier than she could ever imagine. When his fingers still linger against her, the low rumble of his voice causes her entire body to tremble, heat coursing through her entire body. It really feels nice to be with him, and having him hold her close causes her heart to leap out of her chest. In a sense, she's kind of glad that he can't hear her heartbeat right now, pounding with heavy need and desire.
But just when she opens her mouth to say something, he leans in to kiss her, his warm lips meeting her own once again, closing her eyes as she relaxes into the kiss, craving for more as one of the hands that rested upon his shoulders slowly ran up his neck and further upwards, allowing her slender fingers to thread through his hair, pressing her lips harder against his own in a heated open mouthed kiss, letting out a soft sound of pleasure, her eyes flitting open only then and as she looks directly into his eyes with a heated gaze, hungry for more, wanting to take more in and feel this entirely new and fresh sensation, a sensation that makes her happier than anything else. ]
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Hinata doesn't break the kiss to breathe until he's managed to shift, trying to rest her back against the bed so he can straddle her and press his forehead against hers, panting a little from the intensity of the kiss.]
Still feels good...? [he murmurs softly, lips curved in another smile as his hand traces along her cheek, brushing a bit of her hair back.]
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It's difficult for Rei to speak at first, taking heavy breaths in and out as she tries to catch herself. ]
Y-yeah... It feels good for you too, right, Hajime? [ Her voice remains soft as she returns the smile with one of her own. ]
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[And he pauses a moment, because really, now probably isn't the time for anything sappy, not when all he really wants to do is something, anything to make her say his name again, like earlier, but presses on to add,] You're amazing, Rei.
[There's a definite red flush coloring his cheeks as he leans to kiss her again, a little more slowly but no less hungrily than before, trying to slip his tongue into her mouth again as a hand ghosts down her side, tracing the curve inward of her waist.]
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And then he kisses her again. They've kissed so many times that she's lost count, but every single kiss is not unlike the last, and each time makes her flush even deeper, get her even more excited. She wants to taste him, to feel his warm tongue on her own, allowing herself to fall into the depths of arousal as she grinds her hips in desperation and need for more, groaning as her lips part, breathing heavily into the kiss before peeling herself away from the kiss with a sigh, only leaving behind a trail of saliva that connects the two of them. ]
Hajime. . . [ Her voice seems to border on desperation, if it isn't already as she cries out his name. See? It's so easy to get her to say his name with such a heated tone, especially when she's so sensitive to all of this physical contact. ] I'm so happy. I...
[ Why is she hesitating now? Is it because the words she wants to say is embarrassing? Or is it something else together? Look, if he's going to be sappy, she might as well return the favor. It's only fair, right? ]
I love you, Hajime...
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But then she grinds her hips against his, and he lets out a very manly whimper of need into the kiss, his own hips bucking against hers almost without his will. His blush only blooms darker across his cheeks when she pulls back from the kiss, eyes half-lidded with heated desire.]
Y-yeah, [he manages through a shuddering breath, supporting himself over her with his arms and nuzzling her cheek with his lips.] I-I love you too, Rei. So much...
[So much it's scary, how much he wants her right now. It goes beyond sex to an even simpler desire to just be with her... though his body definitely has some other ideas.]
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[ She's only teasing him as she smiles up at him, not even bothering to stifle the soft sound of laughter that falls from her lips, looking at him directly in the eyes. Even though she's brimming with false confidence as she speaks, she feels her cheeks heat up, obviously darkening when he openly admits his feelings.
The hammering in her chest doesn't want to stop. No, Rei doesn't want this feeling to stop as desire wells up to the point where all she wants is him- is Hinata Hajime by her side. Really, that's all she wants right now! As long as he doesn't abandon her and leave her alone again, it's all that she could ever ask for. She never needed anything else.
His words are nearly enough to bring her over the edge. If she could climax by just the intensity of his words that echo through her mind, sending waves of pleasure to course throughout her body, thighs rubbing together with unease and desperate anticipation.
Sighing heavily, her gaze heated as she shifts a bit from where she lies on the bed, letting out a ragged sigh. ]
But I think it's cute. [ She sticks out her tongue playfully as she presses her forehead against his own, wanting to feel him close before kissing him on the lips again, this time making it quick before bringing her hand from the sheets to go and thread her fingers through his hair rather playfully. It's a strangely comforting act, something that seems to please her. ] I'm glad, though, to hear you say that. Really. I'm getting excited again, Hajime. I want to feel more of you...
[ With a breath, she again grinds her hips out of desperation, letting out a soft noise of pleasure. She wants to feel him more against her, pressing her body against his own, wanting to feel his warm skin. Her carnal desires seem to be rising in her chest, aching, telling her that this simply isn't enough for her. That she can barely take much longer, yearning to have her needs be met.
Even if all she wants is for him to stay with her, there's this growing craving that doesn't seem to fade as her toes curl into the sheets, legs shakily pushing themselves apart as a shudder runs down her spine, out of a gnawing need for more. It becomes clear that she wants to have that feeling that he gave to her, that he's still giving to her with each passing second as she spreads her legs even further for him, sighing heavily with desire that seems to be written all over her features.
It's a want that has slowly devolved into a need, as if her body can't possibly live without the touch of his fingers on her tingling skin, the hot breaths that pass through his lips. At this point, everything about him is like an aphrodisiac that seems to pass through her, and she's not sure that she wants to stop. ]
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[Again, there's no heat to the retort as he avoids her gaze, flush darkening as he stutters again. Maybe someday he'll manage to look cool in front of her, but right now...? There's too much going on, too much to feel for him to focus on that. Embarrassing...
He looks back to her when she sticks her tongue out and touches her forehead to hers, unable to keep from matching her smile. He's never had anyone he could really say "I love you," to, and even with how she likes to embarrass him... he still means it. His eyes half-close at the touch to his hair, even following her hand a bit as if to unconsciously encourage her to keep her hand there.
But then the sweet moment is over for him when she grinds her hips up against him, earning another needy cry from his lips as he bucks again, feeling the friction of her body against his boxers and his rapidly-hardening dick as his breath comes in a harsh gasp. It's so tempting, it would be so easy to just lose himself like this, slip himself free from his boxers and give her what she wants, but--]
H-hang on, Rei... [he rests a hand on her hip to make sure she doesn't grind against him again, cheeks flushing yet again.] I-if you really want to, I... I need to get something. Don't move, okay?
[He presses a quick, hurried kiss to her forehead before slipping off the bed, disappearing into the bathroom. There's the sound of him rummaging none-too-delicately through a cabinet before returning with a small cardboard box, fumbling a little with the top. It's obviously a box of condoms, because Hinata is far too responsible for this life.]
Something like this... is what you want, right? You're sure?
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It sours the mood a little, but she doesn't mind it too much. She can't stop the throbbing from below, and she needs something to ease her into it, to make the desperate desire that's aching in her very core finally get filled. ]
If it's you, Hajime, then... it's okay. I'm absolutely sure. There's nobody else I'd want to do this with. I said it, didn't I? [ And with a shaky, embarrassed breath, ] T-That I love you. So that's why... I want this.
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He does manage it while she's talking, pulling one out and just dropping the box to the floor. He can pick it and their clothes up later. For now, he's going to finally slip his boxers off and tear open the condom's wrapping. How to do this again...? He'd seen it once in a health class that he'd only kind of paid attention to, which in hindsight was a terrible idea.]
I love you, too... so if you want to stop, just say so, okay?
[--And there he goes again, making sure she's totally comfortable with this, even as he sits beside her and starts rolling the condom on. Once he's certain it's not going to slip off, he's crawling on top of her again, resting one hand beside her head and trying for a deep kiss. His other slides down her belly and between her legs, feeling for that spot he'd paid so much attention to earlier and moving forward slowly. He has to break the kiss with a groan as he feels her wet heat against his dick, moving his hand away to clutch the sheets beside her. It's taking everything he has not to just thrust hard into her as he starts to enter, but... he'll hurt her if he does that, right? So it's best if he just lets her take the lead on this, panting a little with the effort of holding back.]
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[ She can easily tell by his shaky breaths as she brings her hand to cup his cheek in a gesture that tries to be reassuring. The fact that he worries about her is enough to trust him. That's the most important thing, after all.
But if he's the one holding back, then she'll have to compensate for that, immediately forcing herself to raise her hips with one motion and take all of him I'm. She knows it's going to hurt, and she's not prepared for that, but she isn't going to give up here; instead, Rei quickly presses her lips hard against his own hungrily, darting her tongue into his mouth to invite him, to show him just how far she would go to be together with him. To finally be one with him, connected in such a way. ]
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His wordless outcry of surprise and pleasure is cut short by her kiss when she takes him in, and it feels like every nerve ending is standing on end, searing with hot need. It's a sloppy kiss, both hands coming up to trace along her cheeks and thread into her hair to keep her there where he can kiss her, letting her tongue slip into his mouth. He can't move immediately, afraid that he might cum just from the sheer sensation of being inside her; later, maybe he can pretend that was entirely for her sake as he continues the kiss, trying to force her tongue back into her mouth until he feels like he can move.
It's slow at first, a gentle rocking of his hips against her to try to get accustomed to it, and the kiss itself softens until he breaks it entirely, panting with the sheer overwhelming heat sparking through his body.]
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