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yamaboshi2015-01-14 10:05 pm
harshwords) wrote in yamaboshi2015-01-14 10:05 pm
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i will protect you with these stained hands ( closed )
[The screams just didn't want to stop.
Her body shook with every rough thrust inside of her body; the phantoms that were recreated inside of Sakura making her more and more lewd, wanting more, but at the same time, becoming grossed out by it. Was this the pain that she had felt those last ten years? It hurt, and made her heart ache. She could no longer consider herself as pure, nor could she allow herself to face Naoki like this.
Sweat ran down her brow as she found herself waking up in her bed, yet again, her brow creased in frustration and clear fear. Although she was saved, the nightmare was never over for her, every now and again, the memory made her reel back as she covered her lips. Did he hear her voice? Although she had placed her whole entire mansion in a Bounded Field and refused to go outside except for the essentials such as school and buying supplies, she felt as if something was always watching over her, looming in close, as if to eat her whole eventually.
There were nights where she just couldn't sleep, the memories overtaking her, her body full of need. But she couldn't just simply ask Naoki for a favor like that. Not with the way that she was now, tainted and impure.
She had become exactly like Sakura in those last few days that she was stuck inside of her.
A girl who desired for men.
And she hated it.]
Her body shook with every rough thrust inside of her body; the phantoms that were recreated inside of Sakura making her more and more lewd, wanting more, but at the same time, becoming grossed out by it. Was this the pain that she had felt those last ten years? It hurt, and made her heart ache. She could no longer consider herself as pure, nor could she allow herself to face Naoki like this.
Sweat ran down her brow as she found herself waking up in her bed, yet again, her brow creased in frustration and clear fear. Although she was saved, the nightmare was never over for her, every now and again, the memory made her reel back as she covered her lips. Did he hear her voice? Although she had placed her whole entire mansion in a Bounded Field and refused to go outside except for the essentials such as school and buying supplies, she felt as if something was always watching over her, looming in close, as if to eat her whole eventually.
There were nights where she just couldn't sleep, the memories overtaking her, her body full of need. But she couldn't just simply ask Naoki for a favor like that. Not with the way that she was now, tainted and impure.
She had become exactly like Sakura in those last few days that she was stuck inside of her.
A girl who desired for men.
And she hated it.]
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But when he realized exactly what it was about, she furrowed her brow taking the cup to her lips as she lets out a deep sigh.]
No. [A lie. A magus' mask was placed upon her cold expression as she continues.] It has nothing to do with you in any case, so it's best for you to ignore it for the time being. I'll be fine.
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It's hard for me to ignore it when you are clearly not well. Just try and let me help you, alright?
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[Her voice was angry and frustrated as she shook him off. If he attempted to do it again, she would hurt him. Her voice was cracking, and she could feel her body shuddering in fear.
To her, this sensation was disgusting.]
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Rin...this is something I really can't ignore.
[In her state, he didn't want to risk her expending unnecessary energy.]
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[There's a vein at the tip of her head. Don't anger her any further, Naoki. If she doesn't want to talk about, she's not going to.]
Now leave me alone.
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Not leaving this room. I won't touch you, I won't talk to you, but I am not leaving your damn side.
[And he wasn't budging. She could fire off a thousand of those shot spells, but it would take more than that for him to leave.]
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[She's standing up, keeping an eye on him and his movements as she starts to walk towards the door.]
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And just where do you think you are gonna go?
[Now he was feeling more like a concerned parent than a partner.]
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[What an asshole.]
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It's past midnight, and we both know you aren't insane enough to do that. Now stop fooling around.
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[He looks with concern again.]
You've opened up to me before. You trusted me during the war and with Sakura. Why won't you trust me now?
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[A nonchalant shrug.]
And I have no reason to answer you.
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[He throws his hands in the air, turning around so Rin wouldn't see his face; lying right now was risky given his facial expressions. He soon began to walk out the door.]
Go ahead then. If you hate me that much, you don't need my help. Not like I need your mana to stay in this world anyway.
[Naturally he wasn't going to let her leave alone, but he needed to at least be convincing. Maybe some time alone would help her.]
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[No seriously, what was that? Rin is actually shocked that he would assume that she hated him. She doesn't hate him. She's never hated him. No, she's scared.
Frightened.]
Idiot.
[She does walk out in a huff several minutes after he leaves, however. She plans on going out to Shinto.]
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As Rin prepared and traveled, Naoki took to the air, riding atop Kurama high above the skies. His demon's sight was incredible, and combined with the high altitude, scouting and spying were simple. Of course, he wanted to stay high up, less Rin sense him and his bluff.
Now if only it wasn't so cold up here...joining Kurama was something he never did. This was why. That, and the heights made him uneasy.
But he'd put up with that for Rin's sake.]